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mylifeistoomuch
20 November 2011 @ 09:28 pm
Why is it that difficult to gain more of your time and attention?

Why is it so difficult just to spend more time with you?

How is it so much tougher that all I ever wanted was being your only one?
 
 
mylifeistoomuch
19 November 2011 @ 02:06 am
Sometimes it takes so much to stay away.
 
 
mylifeistoomuch
19 November 2011 @ 02:05 am
PAINFUL
 
 
mylifeistoomuch
07 November 2011 @ 11:26 pm
LOVE  
Sometimes it just sucks so bad and so much that all I wanna do is give up.

Sometimes what you do is so hurtful but you always fail to realize that it is because of you that makes it painful

Why suddenly it seems that the bad outshines the good. 

How come it appears that I want you more than how you wanted me initially.
 
 
mylifeistoomuch
29 October 2011 @ 12:08 am
How now?
 
 
mylifeistoomuch
24 October 2011 @ 02:09 am
I was thinking of you, thinking of me. 
Thinking about us, what are we gonna be
 
 
mylifeistoomuch
20 October 2011 @ 10:42 pm
It takes time, sometimes not a lot, others quite a bit

I took time
you took time

I tried to use the silliest of all ways to find out
I don't know what works and what does not
I wanna make things work
because I know, you will be the best thing that happened

I gave in because I know that you will be there
I gave in because I know deep down you knew I would
I gave in because I know I love you
 
 
mylifeistoomuch
16 October 2011 @ 01:24 am
My heart's a stereoIt beats for you, so listen closeHear my thoughts in every no-o-ote
Make me your radioAnd turn me up when you feel lowThis melody was meant for youTo sing along to my stereo
If I was just another dusty record on the shelfWould you blow me off and play me like everybody elseIf I asked you to scratch my back, could you manage that(unintelligible, but NOT "... read well, check it") Travie, I can handle thatFurthermore, I apologize for any skipping tracksIt's just the last girl that played me left a couple cracksI used to used to used to used to, now I'm over thatCause holding grudges over love is ancient artifacts
If I could only find a note to make you understandI'd sing it softly in your ear and grab you by the handsTo keep me stuck inside your head, like your favorite tuneAnd know my heart's a stereo that only plays for you
My heart's a stereoIt beats for you, so listen closeHear my thoughts in every note
Make me your radioAnd turn me up when you feel lowThis melody was meant for youTo sing along to my stereo
Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh, to my stereoOh oh oh, to sing along to my stereo


 
 
mylifeistoomuch
12 October 2011 @ 09:25 pm
Likka love

Sometimes, it takes so much to devote
If only I have that discipline to make God as my sole devotion,
I will be reaping those rewards almost instantly

Love, how much is much?
How much is considered sinking in?
How long?
Sometimes, I think, we are so close yet so far.
I don't know so much about you.
I don't know why, this time. I don't wanna know.

How?

Help from above?
 
 
mylifeistoomuch
11 October 2011 @ 10:57 pm
When they say right time, right chance. I never once believed that.
But it was the right time, right place, right chance. 
It led me back to God. 
I still personally believe it's not about the number of times we go for services, but the faith
But it is through the services where we gain insights into God's word and listen to his sharing

But to my very special friend,
thank you for everything. 
always listening to my bullshit.
insisting my i quit smoking
helping me to try to resist temptations.
and always being there.

THANK YOU. :)